I'm really stressed out lately.
Everything is getting to me.. Fighting with my parents, not knowing what I want, hating myself...
The more stressed I am, the more tired I am, the more panic attacks I have, the more I want to go back to my old habits, etc etc etc. It's really taking a toll on my health.
I just keep thinking that I only have 17 more months to live here, and then I can finally move out. I feel better when I remember that.^^